Welcome to Shining the Light Ministries. I am so glad you are here!
What you will find on this site:
On this site you will find many posts that will help you grow in your relationship with Jesus Christ . From Bible verses to teachings to short biographies, you will always find something to encourage you to become a better follower of Jesus.
Bible study topics:
In time, our Bible study topics will range from basic teachings to in-depth word studies. So there will be something for everyone to learn.
Short biographies:
Studying the lives of other Christians who have lived throughout history helps us to know we are not the only ones who have faced problems, and encourages us to keep trusting God no matter what.
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About The Founder:
My name is Desiree Jordan.
I am unashamedly an Independent Fundamental Baptist Messianic Jew. I was raised in the Independent Fundamental Baptist Church all my life.
I was homeschooled all the way through school, and I received Jesus Christ as my Personal Savior at the age of 12 yrs.
My brother Aquila Seth Jordan and I are the two Witnesses of Revelation 11.
Which the Bible shows also means that we are both the Last Days God anointed High Priests of Israel, and that my brother is Elijah the Prophet who Jesus said would be the God anointed Last Days king of Israel, which king the book of Zechariah says is supposed to rebuild the Temple. (The Beast, who we now believe is possibly Putin, could possibly rebuild the Temple, if Israel continues to reject us. ) To see proof of all this with much Scripture to back everything up, miracles and life experiences, and DNA and genealogical proof please read My brother’s testimony at http://shiningthelightministries.com/AquilaJordanTestimony.pdf
We Warned Putin To Stop His War Against Ukraine
In April of 2022 we wrote letters to Putin of Russia (who we believe may be the Beast) and his False Prophet Kirill (head of the Russian Orthodox church) explaining to them the true Gospel and warning them to stop their murderous war against Ukraine.
We were not able to send it directly through the Post Office. So, we sent it to President Biden telling him that we are the Two Witnesses of Revelation and asking him to send the letters to Putin and Kirill.
Apparently, President Biden did send the letters to Putin and Kirill, but unfortunately, they rejected our words because a few days later it was reported that Kirill preached a sermon defending their war against Ukraine claiming that they were fighting against the Beast, because Ukraine has gay pride parades.
That is a ridiculous excuse! You don’t fight against evil by targeting children’s schools with bombs and shooting refugees trying to flee the war zone!
We have turned Putin and Kirill over to God’s judgment, and He will stop their evil in His time.
How God Showed Us We Were The Two Witnesses
God told my brother and I about 12 years ago that we are ethnic Jews and that we are the 2 Witnesses of Revelation 11. He also prophesied to us that we would get DNA and genealogical evidence that we are ethnic Jews and that we are descended from King David and from Zadok the High Priest. We soon got that proof, which is now all documented in my brother’s testimony linked above.
My Victories over Cancer and Other Health Problems
I was diagnosed with cancer at the age of 22, and was poisoned with mercury around the same time.
The cancer went away with natural treatments (mostly DMSO) after about 5 years.
However, I suffered from severe health problems caused by me being poisoned by Jesuits with mercury at work 15 years ago and again 10 yrs ago for telling people the true Gospel and exposing some of the darker truths about the Roman Catholic church on a website I ran back then. (They started the Civil War, assassinated President Lincoln, orchestrated the Holocaust, and they are the Whore of Revelation 17).
Update: Around October 5th 2021 God fully healed me, and I am now working a full time job from home, so I am safe from being poisoned again.
About 13 years ago our Dad completely fell away from God and left our family.
Soon after he left my brother got saved and God stared showing us that we are the 2 Witnesses. Then God started showing us that our Dad and his family were not who we thought they were, and were actually involved in poisoning me.
We had seen our Dad change drastically during out teenage years. He had always raised us to be very strict Christians, but then he started trying to change us, but we would not agree with his false teachings.
How Dad Raised Us
My Dad homeschooled and raised my brother and I to be very strict and holy Independent Fundamental Baptist.
He taught us to obey God and not men.
He taught us to never compromise or change from God’s Truth, but to suffer the loss of all things, and die for Christ if need be.
We were raised to endure persecution as soldiers and die as martyrs!
Then suddenly when we were teenagers he began to try to change us.
He had always quoted the Bible verse Proverbs 22:6 “Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it.”
Then he suddenly began to change it by saying “Train up a child in the way he should NOT go and when he is old he will not depart from it.”
He started trying to tell us that certain sins were not really that bad. He started taking God’s Name in vain and throwing his Bible at times. My brother and I firmly stood against him on these things, but we just thought he was backslidden. We did not yet know that he was really a wolf in sheep’s clothing.
It was too late for Dad to change us. I was already saved and completely committed to God. My brother thought he was saved, and was very strict. He ended up truly getting saved, when he was 22 after Dad left.
Dad even tried to convince me that NAZI’s weren’t so bad!
An incident happened when I was about 22 years old that completely shocked me and turned my whole world upside down!
All my life both of my parents had taught me very strictly against any kind of racism and anti-Semitism.
My Mother comes from a long line of Northern Holiness preachers who were abolitionists, and some of her family died in the Civil war fighting for the North. I grew up watching lots of movies about the underground railroad, and the civil rights movement. Some of my Mother’s heroes that I inherited are Rosa Parks, Grandma Moses, and Sojourner Truth.
She also loves Corrie Ten Boom and she passed that down to me as well. I watched the Hiding place for the first time when I was 5 years old.
I was spoon-fed a love for Jews and African Americans, and a hatred for Nazism and all racism from birth.
Growing up, I saw my Dad take open public stands against Anti-Semitism and racism!
He had joined a conservative political group once and during one of the meetings one of the leaders started speaking against the Jews. My Dad took a strong stand that night and rebuked those people. He then left that group, and we never had anything else to do with them.
In addition, Dad voted for Allen Keys for President, and got into an argument with a guy at church, who said he did not want someone who wasn’t white to be President.
These were some of the times in my life when my Dad was my hero. He had stood for what was right, and I was very proud of him.
When I was about 22 years old I wrote a blog post fully exposing that the Catholic Church and the Jesuits had Assassinated President Lincoln, and had fully backed the NAZI’s during the Holocaust. When Hitler died a Spanish newspaper said speaking of Hitler that a “Favorite son of the church” had died. (Yes, it is true that some Jews were hidden under the Vatican, but those Jews had converted to Catholicism. The Catholic church always plays both sides, so no matter who wins they can try to manipulate the situation to make themselves look good.)
After I wrote that, my Dad came to me and informed me that he had an Aunt by marriage that had been a NAZI and that her Dad had died as a NAZI in WWII.
I knew that this Aunt and her Mother had come from Germany after WWII. But I had always been told that they “Escaped” from Germany after her father had died. No one in the family had ever said he was a NAZI. They had said that she had been in Hitler’s Youth, but I thought that was a Concentration camp. And in particular I thought it was the concentration camp where they had the children put on a play to fool the Allied Forces into believing that the children were well taken care of and happy. Which was a total lie. They were starved, worked to death, and murdered, just as much as the adults were.
I honestly had no idea that Hitler’s Youth was basically his ROTC program!
I honestly grew up believing that this Aunt and her family were German Jews, had suffered in Concentration camps, that her Dad had been killed in a concentration camp, and that her and her Mother had been liberated by the Allied Forces and allowed refuge in America.
As much as I had been raised to literally despise Nazism and any other form of racism, I never considered any other possibility of who that Aunt and her family were.
Then I write a really good blog post standing against the evils of NAZIsm, (that I thought my family would be proud of me for) and my Dad comes to me and tells me that my Aunt is a NAZI, and I should like Nazis and not be so hard on them. He never said that she repented of those evil beliefs, he did not seem ashamed of it either, he actually seemed proud of it.
I was in so much shock, I just walked away from him and went to my bedroom and shut the door.
I never removed the blog post, until I had to take down the whole site after I got sick and could no longer pay for it. And I have never changed my stance against NAZIsm, which I now believe may be part of the reason why I was poisoned.
Keep reading. I have much more damaging evidence recently discovered that members of my own family turned me into the Jesuits causing the Jesuit General to officially order my death, and then I was poisoned at work.
Dad also started trying to bring in Catholic Doctrine
Dad had started a church in our house, but he could not get it to grow. Dad wanted to quit being the Pastor and give the Pastorate to my brother.
However at that time, we believed that a Pastor had to be married, because the Bible says a pastor must be the husband of one wife. (God has now taught us that it means that if a Pastor is married he can only have one wife, because the Apostle Paul was not married.)
Therefore, my brother told my Dad that he could not be the Pastor, because he was not married. Dad tried to tell him that he was married to Christ, so that counted.
When Dad said that it shocked us both. We knew that was a false Catholic doctrine, because Dad had taught us that was a false Catholic doctrine! We are not married to Christ yet we are only engaged to Him. My brother still refused to be the Pastor of the church, and Dad dropped the subject.
Then the Jesuit showed up at my work
Not long after all this a Jesuit showed up at my work and started asking me with questions concerning Catholic doctrine.
I had been working there for 3 years and had never seen this guy before. I did not start this conversation, he came up and started talking to me.
I was nice to him and answered all his questions according to the Bible. Most of the questions had to do with Mary.
He did not say he was a Jesuit, but I knew he was by the way he talked and by his argumentative tactics.
My Dad had had me study the Jesuits and how to refute them all through High School. He even made the book “The Secret History of the Jesuits” my 11th grade History Book.
Soon After That I was Poisoned At Work
For the next 15 years I suffered terribly with seizures and other neurological problems due to mercury poisoning, until God finally fully healed me last year in October 2021.
It took us about 12 years to figure out that my problem was Mercury poisoning.
I also had stage 4 Lymphoma cancer that had spread to my liver. I also had a very small tumor on my pituitary gland. This kind of lymphoma cancer runs in my family. My Grandmother on my Dad’s side died of it when I was only 6 years old. So we knew the cancer was genetic.
However, the doctors were completely baffled at my severe cognitive problems. The cancer did not explain that. I did a lot of natural treatments including DMSO and the cancer, seizures, cognitive problems were all gone after about 5 years.
Later I was poisoned again at another job.
I was completely well for a year. During which time I started working at a retail store. They began to remodel the store and brought in some temporary workers to help with the remodel. One of the temporary workers had also worked with me at the factory where I had been poisoned at about 6 years earlier, but I never suspected that they had anything to do with me being poisoned.
One night while they were still working there I started eating lunch. Suddenly I got a terrible pressure pain in my head and then blood started pouring out of my mouth. I ran to the bathroom and started trying to use cold water to stop the bleeding, but it would not stop. I prayed and God stopped the bleeding. I felt dizzy and I was concerned that I had had a stroke, but nothing was going numb. I decided to go over to pharmacy to check my blood pressure. So I literally ran to pharmacy checked my blood pressure and it was low like 60/35 or something. I did not want to cause a scene and go to the hospital and have to miss work, so I prayed that God would make me feel better so I could go back to work.
He did. I was able to finish my shift that night, but over the next few days all of my neurological and cognitive problems came back. Over the next 9 years I continually struggled with seizures and other problems. All the natural stuff I did especially the DMSO helped but did not cure my seizures this time. The damage was too severe. My doctor tried to put me on many different conventional seizure medication, but they all made me worse. So he took me off of them.
I continued researching trying to figure out what was causing my problems
For awhile we thought maybe it was Mad Cow disease, and the DMSO had been treating it well enough to keep me alive. Mad Cow disease will cause younger people to have the severe cognitive problems like I had struggled with.
There is no conventional cure for mad cow disease, but there is sound therapy that will kill the disease and Apple Cider vinegar, and DMSO have both shown some promise in being effective against it. So I started using sound therapy and apple cider vinegar, but they did not completely stop my symptoms either. After about 2 years I started looking for what else it could be.
That is when I learned about Mercury poisoning.
The symptoms of Mad Cow disease and Mercury poisoning are very similar.
However, usually one of the first symptoms of Mercury poisoning is hallucinations. A person does not start having hallucinations with Mad Cow disease until they are almost dead.
My very first symptom 15 years ago was hallucinations. I was working after lunch and I heard the candy on the line say “Get me, get me get me, before the machine does.” I started to put my hand too close to the blades of that machine to grab the candy, when suddenly I heard a man’s voice say “Dixie, NO!” (Dixie is my middle name and what I went by for many years.)
When I heard that, I immediately woke up and jerked my hand back. I was so afraid I was going to get in trouble. I looked around to see who had hollered at me, and who was going to holler at me even more and write me up. There was no one around, except the young guy I was training, and he was down at the end not paying any attention. I knew he had not hollered at me. He ended up getting fired a few days later for not returning from break and getting smart with the boss.
To this day, I believe God hollered at me and saved my right hand that day.
So, I went back to my doctor and showed him what I had found out about Mercury poisoning. He said he could not really test for it, because it had been so long that it would no longer be in my blood, it had attached to my nervous system. But he could just start treating me for it, and see if it helps. He began to do an intravenous chelation, and I started taking zeolite and eating certain foods and juices like black beans and spinach juice to help get the Mercury out of my system. After about a year all my symptoms were gone except some anxiety and some light seizures.
My doctor said the seizures may not ever completely go away because of the damage that had been done.
I began praying even more for a miracle, but then I started thinking that maybe it was not God’s will for me to be healed because of the prophecy in Zechariah 3:1-10 of Satan standing at my right hand hindering me.
Zechariah 3:
1 “And he shewed me Joshua the high priest standing before the angel of the LORD, and Satan standing at his right hand to resist him.
2 And the LORD said unto Satan, The LORD rebuke thee, O Satan; even the LORD that hath chosen Jerusalem rebuke thee: is not this a brand plucked out of the fire?
3 Now Joshua was clothed with filthy garments, and stood before the angel.
4 And he answered and spake unto those that stood before him, saying, Take away the filthy garments from him. And unto him he said, Behold, I have caused thine iniquity to pass from thee, and I will clothe thee with change of raiment.
5 And I said, Let them set a fair mitre upon his head. So they set a fair mitre upon his head, and clothed him with garments. And the angel of the LORD stood by.
6 And the angel of the LORD protested unto Joshua, saying,
7 Thus saith the LORD of hosts; If thou wilt walk in my ways, and if thou wilt keep my charge, then thou shalt also judge my house, and shalt also keep my courts, and I will give thee places to walk among these that stand by.
8 Hear now, O Joshua the high priest, thou, and thy fellows that sit before thee: for they are men wondered at: for, behold, I will bring forth my servant the BRANCH.
9 For behold the stone that I have laid before Joshua; upon one stone shall be seven eyes: behold, I will engrave the graving thereof, saith the LORD of hosts, and I will remove the iniquity of that land in one day.
10 In that day, saith the LORD of hosts, shall ye call every man his neighbour under the vine and under the fig tree.”
There in verse 1 where it says that Satan was at my right hand to hinder me, I thought it meant that Satan was going to continually try to hinder me from serving God, and I just had to always fight through it and serve God anyway. I also thought that the way he was hindering me was through the mercury poisoning and the health problems caused by it. So, I thought it was not God’s will to heal me.
Around the first of October I was reading this passage again, and God showed me that this was only talking about Satan trying to hinder me from getting saved, not anything else. Well, I got saved when I was 12 years old, so that is already past.
(Satan did try to hinder me from getting saved. I was very angry with God for a few years after my Grandmother died on my Dad’s side. I am the only granddaughter, so we were very close. I was only 6 years old, when she died of cancer.
However, God was able to remove my anger from me, and I got saved at the age of 12.
God showed me that it was His will to heal me, because he had given me Zeolite which safely removes mercury from the body, before I even started having seizures. I was just having some cognitive problems at that time.
God also reminded me that I do have power over the Devil through the Name of Jesus. I do not have to allow him to hinder me. Jesus said not to rejoice that we have power over the Devil, but He never said not to use it.
After I realized all of this, I asked Aquila to anoint me with oil and pray over me for full healing from the mercury poisoning and effects. We also told the Devil to go away in the Name of Jesus and that he could no longer hinder me in any way from serving God.
When Aquila anointed me with oil and we prayed, God immediately healed me in October 2021. I have not had any more of those problems.
As I mentioned above, I had started taking zeolite for a few weeks very earlier on after I started having hallucinations and before I started having the seizures. I had wondered if maybe the Jesuits had poisoned me with something. A woman at work had even asked me if I thought that maybe I had been poisoned.
So I started taking zeolite, which removes all poisons, heavy metals, cancer, and viruses from the body. It will remove just about anything from the body that is not supposed to be in there.
It helped a lot and I was feeling much better, but it was a new thing and very expensive. I thought I could not afford it, so I stopped taking it. Now that I am well, I know that I could have afforded it, I just thought I could not, because my mind was not working right at the time. If I had continued taking the zeolite back then, I may never have started having seizures, and I may never have gotten that sick.
Since God had provided me with the zeolite at that time, I do not believe it was God’s perfect will for me to ever get as sick as I did.
It is God’s job to provide for our needs, but it is our job to recognize and make use of that provision.
I pray everyday that I never miss God’s provision like that again.
Dad wanted to Euthanize me
When I first got sick I suffered from severe cognitive failure, where at times I did not even know my own name. One day I heard Dad talking to Mom saying he wanted to Euthanize me. He even said “How long do you allow someone to live, if they don’t know anything”?
This was a huge betrayal to me. For 2 years from about the ages of 20-21 my Dad had worked closely with me trying to save the life of Terri Schiavo, who sadly ended up being euthanized in 2005.
During those 2 years my Dad and I bonded like never before. Many times he would come home from work and I would get up from the computer where I had been working on Terri’s case. Then he would sit down, I would sit on his knee, and we would work on her case together.
He taught me all the Biblical and Constitutional arguments against Euthanasia, and he taught me how to write those arguments out, post them on my website, and send them out to any government officials who might be able to save her life.
From the age of 12, he had taught me how to fight against abortion the same way. Me sitting on his knee while he taught me how to be a voice for the voiceless.
Now I had just heard my Pro-Life hero say that he wanted to euthanize me!
A flood of adrenalin hit me, and my body went into flight and fight mode! I immediately downloaded and filled out a legal document call a “Will to Live.” Stating that I in no way ever wanted to be euthanized or “allowed to die.” I also designated my brother as my legal guardian in the “Will to Live.”
Canada had offered Terri Schiavo asylum, if someone could have gotten her there. Therefore, I told my brother that if I got bad enough and Dad started to take legal steps to euthanize me, then he was take me in my car and get me to Canada and beg for asylum. One of the last things I ever said to my brother, with a look of fear and desperation in my eyes, before I completely lost my cognitive abilities was “Don’t let them kill me!” He promised me he wouldn’t.
Soon after that I did completely lose all awareness and recognition of anyone. There are about 5 days I still have no memory of. My Mom and my brother have told me that I slept most of that time, and they were very careful not to let Dad know that my mind was gone. At the end of those 5 days I woke up in the middle of the night, and I started dying. Jesus asked me if I wanted to live and I said “Yes.”
The next morning when I woke up my mind was much better, and ironically that evening it was my Dad who came home with a supplement called DMSO. That ended up curing my cancer, restoring my cognitive abilities, and controlling my seizures.
So, it would seem that Dad saved my life, but in light of what I just heard from my cousin a few weeks ago, I wonder if Dad really meant to save my life, or if was he just being a Catholic Jesuit playing both sides and covering his tracks.
Over the next 15 years I struggled a lot with seizures, mini strokes, and anxiety. I did not want to live that way, so I was determined to get fully well! I continuously looked for anything that would cure me. I did hyperbaric oxygen, chelation, sound frequency therapy, specialized diets, different supplements, and we anointed me with oil and prayed for healing a lot. Finally one day in October 2021, God fully healed me when again my brother anointed me with oil and prayed over me.
What my cousin told me a few weeks ago
One of my cousins on my Dad’s side has also had some problems with the Catholic church. His daughter was given food that she is highly allergic to by a Catholic woman.
A few weeks ago this cousin dropped a bomb shell on me when he just up and said “I reconciled our family with the Catholic church.” And they gave me a gift of $70,000 for peace.
I said “What do you mean you reconciled our family with the Catholic Church? When was anyone in our family ever involved with the Catholic church? We were raised Baptist! And what are you doing taking money from the Catholic church? That is a trap!” (We have always supposedly been Baptist since our Grandparents made professions of faith in the early 60s right before my Dad was born.)
Then he began to backtrack and say “I didn’t really reconcile with them. I just agreed to make peace with them and accepted the money. They gave me the $70,000 over a 6 month period and I cleaned it by charging them really high prices for food through my Door Dash business.”
I said “So wait a minute, you had to clean the money? So it was illegal money?
He then tried to backtrack again by saying it wasn’t illegal money, he just cleaned it by putting it in tax shelters and investing it.
I then told him “You know I find that number $70,000 to be very interesting because that is the exact amount of money that Dad spread a rumor around that Mom had after he left. Mom never had $70,000. If she had we would not have lost the house and lived in a tent for a while after Dad left. Apparently you and Dad are in some kind of illegal activity with something to do with the Catholic church. And you two have betrayed us by making some kind of pact with the Catholic church against us, because you took money from them. You don’t ever make an agreement with and take money from someone evil like that! You know the Catholic church has been trying to kill my brother and I for years!
He then said that we could make peace with the Catholic church too, “Just tell them what family your from.” My jaw hit the floor! And I was like “Are you out of your mind? There is no way that we will ever deny our faith, bow to Rome, and go crawling and begging the Catholic church for peace! We would die first! You have told us everything we need to know! You have denied your faith, betrayed us, and joined yourself to the whore of Revelation 17! We are completely cutting off all communication from you, because you have made an agreement with Rome, and we can no longer trust you with our lives!” We will pray for your soul that you get saved!
I now believe that my Dad and my cousin are involved in some kind of organized crime.
When I was about 19 I started working my first job, and of course a lot of young guys at work started showing interest in me. Most of them I was able to run off very quickly by just asking them some doctrinal questions.
I was talking to my Dad one day about some guy that ran off real fast when I brought up the Bible, and my Dad said “Well if you ever have any trouble with any guys just tell them that your Dad has ties to the Arkansas Mafia. He laughed when he said it, so I thought he was joking. I had never heard of an Arkansas Mafia, I thought he made it up.
However, after Dad left a few years later my brother told me about something that he saw when he was 16. That made me think that maybe Dad was not joking.
What my brother saw when he was 16
When my brother was 16 years old he walked out of his room and froze in terror, because he was afraid that if Dad saw him at that moment Dad would kill him, so he quickly went back into his room.
When my brother walked out of his room that day he saw Dad with blue medical gloves on doing something with a bag of white stuff. He also saw the door bell sound box taken apart on the coffee table, so apparently that is where Dad had been hiding the bag of white stuff. My brother said nothing about it for years until after Dad left, then he told our Mother and me. To this day we believe it was a bag of some kind of drugs.
About 2 Decades later in 2021 I asked my Grandad about Dad ever being involved in drugs
Early in 2021 I called my Grandad and told him about what Aquila had seen Dad doing almost 20 years earlier at age 16. My Grandad seemed nervous and said “I cannot say rather your Dad has ever been involved in drugs or not.”
What Grandad said to my brother the next time my brother called him
A few months later Grandad caught Corona virus and was in the hospital in California. He was in his 80s so we knew it could be serious. We called him to check on him and as soon as Grandad heard my brother say “Hi Grandad” he said, “Your not dead yet? Your not dead yet? Your not dead yet”? And his voice became angrier each time he said it.
My brother said, “No Grandad I’m not dead.” Then my brother told him about a semi that had pulled out from a stop sign and tried to hit us earlier that day, and that it would have hit on my side, so I was the one in more danger of being killed. At that point Grandad kind of went crazy. He got defensive and started saying that he had not been anywhere around us, and that he had been in the hospital. My brother had not said anything about Grandad having anything to do with that Semi trying to hit us that day. He just simply told him about it.
Then Grandad started talking about the Semi that had hit my brother over a decade earlier when he was driving my car. Then my brother said “Grandad I’m not talking about what happened years ago. I’m talking about what happened today.
Someone tried to kill your only granddaughter today. We were just driving down the highway and this semi just pulled out and tried to hit us. I had to swerve and hit the gas to get away from him.
Then Grandad said, “Well, what does it matter if someone tries to kill her or anyone else”?
At that point we were both shocked and scared. I told my brother to not say anything he would regret, because God would kill Grandad soon in order to protect us from him. My brother quickly said something like “I love you and have to go, bye.” And hung up the phone. That was the last time we ever spoke to our Grandad. A week later Grandad died due to his lungs being severely damaged by the virus.
We now wonder if our youngest brother was killed, because he may have seen Dad with drugs.
Our youngest brother seemingly died by an undertow grabbing him, while we were at the beach. He was only 10 years old.
However Dad refused to go check on him when Mom told him something was wrong. Dad got mad at her and told her not to cause a scene. Mom can’t swim. I went out to get him, but when I tried to grab him the undertow grabbed me and pulled me under, someone was able to pull me out, but they could not grab him too.
When I got back up, Dad had already passed me and was asking where my brother was. I pointed and said he’s right there, but he was caught in the undertow and it took him before anyone could grab him.
They recovered his body 10 min later.
Before our youngest brother died, he claimed to have a white bat hidden in a red box in a hole in the floor under his bed. He told me not to tell Dad. Well, I told Dad because I was afraid the poor little bat was going to die. Dad asked my youngest brother about the bat, and he said he had made the whole thing up.
After he died, I looked under his bed and found there was no hole, so I figured he had just made it up.
Then, one day we were cleaning my room and when Mom moved my bed, we found a large whole under my bed, but there was nothing in it. Mom immediately called Dad and told him that we had found a large hole in my floor under my bed, and she was afraid animals would come up through it. We used to have Bob Cats and copper head snakes under that house.
Dad blew up, because we had found that hole, he got really mad and started cussing. He was not at all concerned about my safety or anything like that, he was absolutely furious that we had found that hole. I thought that was really odd at the time. I had never seen him act that way before.
Now, since I know that my brother saw him one day years later with what looked like a bag of drugs, I wonder if Dad had been hiding drugs in that hole before, and it just happened to be empty when we found it.
And the thing about the “white bat” in a hole in the floor under a bed, was he trying to say “white bag” in a hole in the floor under a bed.
Although he did say it was under his bed. But he had also gotten into secret codes. So, was my youngest brother trying to give me a secret code. I don’t know.
I was only 13, I had lived a sheltered life, I did not know anything about drugs, I had never suspected that Dad was involved in drugs, I had no idea at that time that my youngest brother may have been trying to tell me that Dad was involved in drugs, and that if I told Dad about the “white bat” it would get him killed!
During autopsy they found a small round bruise on his bottom and thought that maybe he had been stung by a jelly fish. Then they said he had not, they claimed they did not know what it was.
However, A hypodermic needle bruise could look the same way. Did Dad or someone else somehow give him a shot of something that day that ultimately caused him to drown? I don’t know.
In addition, after Dad left, my Mom and brother told me about something that happened one night after we came home from our youngest brother’s funeral.
The boys’ bunk beds had been put in Mom and Dad’s room for warmth because we were living in a really bad trailer house that was hard to heat.
They said that one night soon after we came back from the funeral some people came up to the house with flashlights and Dad quickly told Mom to be quiet because they would kill her if she saw them. Then someone shined a flashlight right onto our youngest brother’s bed, and then they left. Like they were wanting to make sure he was dead. Who were those people? How did Dad know them? And why did they want to make sure that a 10-year-old little boy was dead?
I did a Google search recently and found out the Arkansas Mafia is Real
In light of everything that has happened over the last 25 years, I realized that apparently my Grandad was, and my Dad and cousin are involved in some kind of organized crime.
I typed Arkansas Mafia into Google and hit search, and was shocked at what I found. Oh ya, they’re real alright!
Another name for them is the “Dixie Mafia.”
My Dad always said he named me Dixie for my middle name because he liked the Southern Belles. He thought they were high class and pretty. Now, I wonder if that is really true, or if he named me after his criminal gang.
I mostly go by my first name Desiree, or Des, or Desi now. My Mother named me Desiree after her best friend.
The Arkansas Mafia are involved in drug running, gun running, illegal gambling, and prostitution, and they kill anyone who is a threat to them.
They are very loosely organized so that makes it hard for the law to bust them.
Furthermore, they have a history of having members who are seen to be upstanding in the communities. Including law enforcement and preachers!
These people are evil, and I have cut off all communication with my Dad and his family. I want nothing to do with evil criminals!
A few dreams my brother and I had after Dad left that we now know we true warnings from God
After Dad left 12 years ago I had dreams about Dad being in some kind of criminal group.
I also had a dream that both my Grandad and my Dad had been involved in poisoning me at work.
I also had a dream where I saw my Granddad and another family member dressed in all black and they took masks off their faces. Then a voice, which we now believe truly was God, said “They are not who you think they are, they are evil, and I am going to destroy that whole evil family.” Then He showed me my cousin that just told me all that about reconciling with the Catholic church, and said He was going to kill him too.
I had another dream that Dad had tried to sell my brother and I on the internet. And that an old man (who had just suddenly showed up and started helping us out a lot after Dad left) was actually a government agent investigating Dad for trying to sell us on the internet. The next time we saw him I decided to tell him about the dream, but not tell him about his part in it. When I decided this, we were all standing in the yard talking and he had his arms resting on mine and my brother’s shoulders (He had become like a grandfather to us). I told God that if the dream was true, then have the man be so shocked that he take his arms off of our shoulders. Well, I just told him that I had had a dream that Dad had tried to sell my brother and I on the internet. That guy had such a reaction! He immediately jumped back, took his arms off us, walked all the way around the back of his truck and left. We figure the dream was true, and he got really scared that his cover was blown.
Interestingly enough, I have had 5 kidnapping attempts on me since Dad left, by complete strangers, in broad daylight. Is somebody trying to collect? I don’t know, but I carry a gun and have now been trained in hand to hand combat. I do know how to kill someone with my little pinky, hopefully I never have to.
Personal defense or defense of another is not a sin. Vengeance is a sin. Jesus told the disciple to take swords. They weren’t for pretty accessories!
My brother had a dream that Dad was actually a Catholic, and we were running from him, because he was after us to kill us.
For many years we were not sure if all these dreams were really warnings from God or not, but now I think it has pretty much been proven that they are.
How my Dad betrayed me another way
About 5 years ago we started going to a church where the Pastor and 2 of the Deacons had been our Pastor and Deacons at another church when we were teenagers.
I had had a dream that God was going to destroy these people as well, but I begged God not to destroy them, I thought that maybe if I prayed enough for them and we started going there I could somehow find out why God was angry with them and get them to repent.
We had been going there for about a year and I could not figure out what God was mad at them about, and I began to think that maybe the dream was not of God.
I had always seen one of the Deacons and that Pastor as father figures. I wanted to give the Deacon a Father’s Day card, but then I thought that maybe we were too close in age and it may look inappropriate. So I checked his birthday on his Facebook profile and found that we are only 15 years apart . I knew that neither he, his wife, nor anyone who had known us for 20 years would think anything bad about it because he was my first youth Pastor, but I was concerned that some of the older leaders in this church who had not known us for 20 years may think it inappropriate . So I gave a Father’s day card to the Pastor instead. He was about 70 years old, so I figured no one would think anything wrong about that. I also never thought that he would take it wrong. I had known him for 20 years, and he always preached high moral standards, and I highly respected him.
Then the Deacon’s oldest son, who was only 18 months old when I met him at the age of 12, was getting married (made me feel old). Anyway, at the wedding, this Pastor walks up to me and says, “I love you” in a quiet, sneaky way that seemed wrong. I was shocked. I could not believe what he just did!
After that I began to pray even more for him, and we warned him that God had said He was angry with him and wanted to kill him. I also began to distance my self from him. Eventually we ended up leaving the church.
Well, I recently told one of my Dad’s sisters about this incident with this Pastor. I did not say exactly what happened, I just said he made a pass at me.
Next time I spoke to her on the phone, she said that she had told my Dad about the incident. My first thought was uh oh Dad is going to kill him, or at least he called him up and threatened to kill him!
But what my Aunt said next completely shocked me. She said he got all excited and asked if he had a grandchild!
He was not angry at all! When he heard the word pass, he interpreted it to mean rape, and instead of getting angry, he gets all excited that he may have a grandchild!
What happened to my Dad who always said that he would kill any man who touched me outside of marriage?
Well just for that, I may never get married and have children until my Dad is dead! And If I do get married and have children before my Dad dies, I will do whatever I have to do to keep him away from them.
He has proven to be absolutely evil, and I do not trust him at all now.
I mean, how much more evil can a person get?
Personally, I feel that this was the biggest betrayal of my life? What happened? Did 2 men who taught me to be pure and have high moral standards conspire together to rape me so my Dad could have a grandchild?
And is that why I have had so many kidnapping attempts on me? Is Dad sending men to kidnap me and rape me, so he can have a grandchild?
I immediately told my Aunt “No! The scumbag never touched me! I did not allow it to even get close to going that far. He just said “I love you” in an inappropriate way, and I started distancing myself from him, and eventually we ended up leaving that church. If he had tried to touch me I would have broke his neck! I don’t care who he is!
Now, I just look to God as my only father figure.
Why would Dad raise us so strictly one way, and then try to kill us for turning out that way?
We have found two possible answers to this question.
- Dad was doing a social experiment to prove that there is no God and no individual thought. He may have been experimenting with the idea that a person’s beliefs and values are only dictated to them by their environment and society. Therefore, Dad could have taught us one way, then suddenly changed and taught us the exact opposite, and we would have just followed him like blind sheep right to the slaughter!
However, the experiment backfired and blew up in his face, because there is a God, and He saved me, when I was 12 years old! So I could not change in the ways Dad wanted me too.
My brother was not saved yet, but he had individual thought, so Dad could not just change him either.
So, the experiment failed. What do you do with failed experiments? You destroy them. Which is exactly what he has tried to do.
2. He did it intentionally in order to sacrifice us to the Devil.
However, that did not work either. When my brother and I each died or almost died at different times due to poisoning, God immediately either raised us from the dead or miraculously healed us.
I had a really bad seizure and died about 4 years ago. While I was being carried to heaven I was saying “No God, the people still need me.” Then I saw the white light of the city, and the light flashed out at me twice, like God said “Go back” and I was carried back to my body.
My brother was at work right after lunch about 2 years ago, when he suddenly collapsed and God caught Him. He said, “God I don’t want to die yet.” Then he felt God take like an invisible coat off of him, and he was fine. He has never had any other problems. God immediately healed him fully.
My brother was working alone when that happened, but later he had to go over to another line, and a guy looked at him, got really scared and ran to the Supervisor and asked to be moved to a completely different part of the plant. That guy is openly a Catholic.
And he even told my brother once that he wanted to eat someone and drink their blood. That sounds very Satanic.
We also had a dead squirrel put in our driveway one day a few months ago that looked like it had been killed in a ritualistic way by a Satanist.
The Jesuits and the Illuminati Satanists were started by the same man, and many Jesuits are also secretly Illuminati.
Therefore, it is possible that Dad is also Illuminati, and he raised us as strict Christians, in order to sacrifice us to the Devil.
I have never heard of a Satanist actually doing that before, but I have heard of them having a baby for the soul purpose of sacrificing him or her to the Devil. So I guess it could be possible.
We wonder if that Pastor I spoke of earlier was also involved in poisoning my brother. This happened not long after we left that church, and we had told them that we believed that I had been poisoned at work by Jesuits.
My brother had been working that job for over a year with no problems. Not long after we left that church he started having trouble with Jesuits at work, and then he was poisoned. He is also constantly harassed by lowlifes at work trying to get him to chase women and do drugs. He just started preaching at them, and they are starting to back off.
We also wonder if that Pastor was involved in poisoning me years ago. Even before I was poisoned I had dreams that that Pastor was sitting in the office at my work. What connection does that Pastor have with that place? He has not worked a secular job in decades and he never worked there. Did he have something to do with me being poisoned?
We now wonder if that Pastor is also secretly a Jesuit and part of the Arkansas Mafia too. It really looks like he could be.
I tried to save my family from God’s judgment
When we had those dreams years ago, I begged God not to kill them. I thought that maybe I could lead them to Christ. Over the years I have given them the true Gospel, but they continually reject it.
After that conversation with my cousin I took my hands off and told God to do whatever He thinks is best with them. A week later God struck my cousin. I heard that that cousin was just diagnosed with a liver disease that runs in our family. It is terminal. I am leaving him in God’s hands. He knows the truth. All he has to do is accept it.
My brother and I will never bow to Rome or become gangsters! We would die first!
Daniel 3:17 “If it be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of thine hand, O king.
18 But if not, be it known unto thee, O king, that we will not serve thy gods, nor worship the golden image which thou hast set up.”
Philippians 3:8 “Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,”
Acts 20:24 “But none of these things move me, neither count I my life dear unto myself, so that I might finish my course with joy, and the ministry, which I have received of the Lord Jesus, to testify the gospel of the grace of God.”
Philippians 1:21 “For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain.”
My brother and I are the Two Witnesses of Revelation 11 we will see the Catholic church destroyed!
After my Dad left my brother got saved and God began to show us who we are. These blessings come mostly through my Mother’s side of the family.
The Bible even prophesies that our father would be evil, but it also prophesies that he may get saved.
My brother and I are the Two Witnesses and That is why God strikes people so quickly sometimes when they are a danger to us.
Psalms 68:1 “Let God arise, let his enemies be scattered: let them also that hate him flee before him.”
Revelation 12:11 “And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.”
Not all Jesuits are Priests.
There are 3 different levels of Jesuits. The highest level are Priests. The middle ones go into professions like being a doctor, lawyer, psychologist, politician, etc. The lowest level of Jesuits are laborers like factory workers, retail workers, mechanics, cooks, etc (Read “The Secret History of the Jesuits Published by Chick Publications). Although, a Jesuit Priest can go “undercover” as anything.
Why I Preach Against Rome
My reason for exposing Rome has always been to warn true Christians of the dangers of the Ecumenical movement. Rome created the Ecumenical movement to bring about the one world religion and the Beast
Many true Christians and churches are falling into this trap. Churches are even starting to take part in retreats at monasteries to do “spiritual exercises.” This is nothing but Jesuit indoctrination into mysticism. (Read the Secret History of the Jesuits published by Chick Publications). The Pastors are putting their people under bondage to Rome, and they very well could end up sending their children into the fires of Hell with Rome!
Pastor’s must start preaching the truth about Rome again that she is the Great Whore of Revelation 17! They must start teaching their children true doctrine again, and not just life applications!
A person’s doctrine will direct their actions. If you teach people true doctrine, then you do not have to spend much time teaching life applications. When I was growing up, 90% of the time I was taught doctrine in church, I was only taught life application 10% of the time. I have never been to jail, never done drugs or lived any kind of life of sin, because the doctrine I was taught guided my actions. I did not have to be taught life application very much, because I was taught proper doctrine.
Today, even in many supposed good Baptist churches, they are teaching more and more life application and less and less true, fundamental doctrines, and their children are falling away in groves!
I know of a Pastor who no longer preaches strong doctrine like He used too, not even repentance for salvation. He does not preach that Rome is the Whore of Revelation 17 anymore either. When he does preach on a fundamental doctrine (like baptism, the Lord’s Supper, Eternal Security, the Virgin Birth etc) he does not go very deep into it, and sometimes he even apologizes for preaching on it at all, because he thinks all of his people already know it.
However, what he is failing to realize is that there are children and new converts coming into the church, who do not know these things, and so it is vital for the survival of his church, that he preaches on the fundamentals on a regular basis.
I believe that many of these pastors who are going soft on doctrine, and who refuse to warn their people about the truth of Rome, have a gun to their head by the Jesuits, and these Pastors have sold out Christ for a dollar, and for fear of trouble. They have also sold the souls of their children!
If you need help and encouragement to fearlessly take a proper stand for Christ please read my post: How to Endure Persecution. Our life is not our own.
By the way, the Roman Catholic church is now behind ANTIFA (ANTIFA’s MO is the same as Hitlers Brown Shirts: cause civil unrest and beat people into submission. Hitlers Brown Shirts were sent out by Rome.) You can learn more about this by reading the “Alberto Series” Published by Chick Publications.
ANTIFA Is Not The Same As Black Lives Matter
I have seen video footage of ANTIFA attacking African American owned business! These people are just thugs, not freedom fighters.
However, the Black lives matter movement does have legitimate grievances against society and the government.
Here are some examples:
The same government runs all the schools, yet the schools in the inner cities are less funded than the schools in the suburbs. That is not equal opportunity! And that is the government’s fault, they are the ones who run the schools. All government ran schools should be funded equally per student. They should all have equal technology and everything else. And they need to do away with teacher tenure, so lazy teachers can be fired.
I watched a documentary once about inner city schools. And one African American girl said that her teacher refused to teach anything. He told the students that he gets paid rather they learn or not, so he was not going to teach them. Those kids were denied an education even though they wanted to learn, because the system is corrupt!
In addition, it is no secret that African Americans are coerced into making false confessions for crimes they did not commit. That is not equal justice!
America still has some problems with racism that needs to be fixed.
The Roman Catholic church was also behind the Muslim invasion of this Country (they have used the Muslims before to do their dirty work, they even started the Muslim religion. One of Mohammad’s wives was actually a Nun who was commanded to marry Mohammed, and then one of her relatives helped Mohammed interpret his visions and write the Quran! Rome’s plan was to use the Muslims to conquer Jerusalem, and then the Muslims were supposed to just hand Jerusalem over to Rome. The Muslims decided to keep it, so now Rome does not like the Muslims, but they still use them at times. (You can learn more about this by reading “The Prophet” by Alberto Rivera published by Chick Publications.)
The Roman Catholic church is also behind the flood of illegal immigrants coming from Latin America, The Pope even went down there trying to get President Trump to allow the illegals into this Country. Rome has never had America, and she wants America so badly, that she is doing everything she can to conquer us!
Rome is also behind the Deep State and the false trial against President Trump. The false trials against President Trump is the same kind of thing the Jesuits did in France (Read the Secret History of the Jesuits, Published by Chick Publications).
Rome also created the International Criminal Court who is now trying to falsely charge our soldiers for war crimes, and they are not even hiding that. It is official that the ICC was a Rome mandate, and America never ratified it. They have no jurisdiction over our soldiers.
Any Preacher who has served in the military and has taken the oath to protect this Country from all enemies foreign and domestic, and yet refuses to preach against Rome and expose her as the Great Whore of Revelation 17 as she is, has not only denied his faith, but has also violated his oath, and has betrayed his Country!
I am not afraid of Rome. They have already poisoned me twice, for things I have written in the past! I died once and God sent me back at my request! I am their worst nightmare! They can’t get rid of me!
My God is more powerful than those vipers! They have no power against me unless Jesus Christ grants it to them! I will not die until He wants me too!
And if I die by the hands of the Jesuits or anyone else of Rome, then I will forever praise my God that I was counted worthy to join His Army of Millions of Martyrs who have been slain by that Great Whore of Revelation 17, who makes herself drunken with the blood of the saints of Jesus Christ!
Revelation 12:11 “And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.”
Revelation 1217 “And the dragon was wroth with the woman, and went to make war with the remnant of her seed, which keep the commandments of God, and have the testimony of Jesus Christ.”
Christians need to wake up and understand that the Roman Catholic Church has not become our friend. They are still our true enemy.
Now that does not mean that every Roman Catholic is our enemy. Most Catholics do not know the truth about their church. Those poor people are enslaved and blindly being led to Hell. We must always pray that God will open their eyes to the truth, and lovingly try to win them to Christ.
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